Wow it’s been a year already.

In 2 days it’s my 20th birthday.

God how much I have grown.

I think I am becoming calmer.

I read, in the quiet. I didn’t use too.

I don’t crave being with friends so much anymore (I mean, I don’t get miserable when they are together and I am not there, I’m letting go of those “friend jealousy”)

Last year my boyfriend went to Denmark to do gymnastics and I cried a lot and missed him and just couldn’t do it, this year I do miss him a lot, but I deal with it in an adult way.

Last year I “hated” my family, this year, not anymore. I mean don’t get me wrong, they annoy me and we do have misunderstandings just like all close family does, but I am more adult in dealing with that.

I see that I have grown so much. Or at least I think I did. I wonder if I really did.

Thank you to everybody who helped me grow. :)

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